I'm not a nice person

Dear reader,




I'm not a nice person.


I realized that in the past two years. 


When you first meet me I'm really kind and nice, a very good person, but then, when we become friends... I don't feel the need to be nice anymore, I become mean and cold, I don't betray you, or start treating you like shit but I stop caring... well, not that I ever did, the difference is that I make it obvious. I can't care about anything or anyone... it's as if I were disconnected from my body, just waiting to die or for someone to come and save me from this endless pit I'm falling into. 




Sincerly,
the child who survived.